“You must write every single day of your life… You must lurk in libraries and climb the stacks like ladders to sniff books like perfumes and wear books like hats upon your crazy heads… may you be in love every day for the next 20,000 days. And out of that love, remake a world.” ~ Ray Bradbury

I have always believed writing chooses you, rather than the other way around.
You are either compelled to write, or not.
No sane person would willingly choose the loneliness, rejection, crippling self doubt and relative poverty that are part and parcel of the writing life. The rewards must come from the creative act itself, from having made sense out of chaos if even for a fleeting moment.
Given that you absolutely cannot help yourself — that you must write to feel alive — you simply go about setting down one word after another after another every single day, while battling your inner demons and that pesky inner editor.
This is a challenge well met; there is nothing more satisfying than the feeling of “having written” — a page once blank now filled with “the beatings of your heart.”
While writing anything of value can give you a good run for your money, I find all the “other stuff” — outside perception, judgment, dismissiveness — the most difficult to deal with. Yes, it comes with the territory, but it often gives me pause: How much do I really want this? What price am I willing to pay?
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FOR THE YOUNG WHO WANT TO
by Marge Piercy
Talent is what they say
you have after the novel
is published and favorably
reviewed. Beforehand what
you have is a tedious
delusion, a hobby like knitting.
Work is what you have done
after the play is produced
and the audience claps.
Before that friends keep asking
when you are planning to go
out and get a job.
Genius is what they know you
had after the third volume
of remarkable poems. Earlier
they accuse you of withdrawing,
ask why you don’t have a baby,
call you a bum.
The reason people want M.F.A.’s,
take workshops with fancy names
when all you can really
learn is a few techniques,
typing instructions and some-
body else’s mannerisms
is that every artist lacks
a license to hang on the wall
like your optician, your vet
proving you may be a clumsy sadist
whose fillings fall into the stew
but you’re a certified dentist.
The real writer is one
who really writes. Talent
is an invention like phlogiston
after the fact of fire.
Work is its own cure. You have to
like it better than being loved.
~ from Circles on the Water: Selected Poems of Marge Piercy (New York: Alfred A. Knopf, 1982).

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It is harder these days to concentrate, harder to justify practicing your art when seemingly larger, more urgent actions beckon. But writing, too, is an act of resistance, a way to peacefully protest the dark forces who would stifle free expression.
Let us remain drunk on words, filling every waking moment with attempts to fashion ideas into garments of truth. As vessels of beauty, inspiration, healing, compassion, inclusion, freedom, power, and above all, love, words do matter — now more than ever.
When it’s hard to write, write harder.
When it’s hard to love, love harder.
“The underlying reason for writing is to bridge the gulf between one person and another.” ~ W.H. Auden
“I believe that art saves. I believe that artists are the last line of defense. I believe we speak the truth we believe, regardless of polls or economics.” ~ Janis Ian
“The purpose of a writer is to keep civilization from destroying itself.” ~ Albert Camus
🌼 🌸 Keep the Faith. Focus. Write On! 🌸🌼
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The lovely and talented Jone MacCulloch is hosting the Roundup at Check It Out. Scamper over for the full menu of poetic goodness being served up in the blogosphere this week.
Copyright © 2017 Jama Rattigan of Jama’s Alphabet Soup. All rights reserved.
“how much do I really want this – what price am I willing to pay?” this really resonates with me for some reason. I hated sharing anything I wrote with anybody, especially people I know. I thoroughly enjoyed this post 🙂
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Glad this post resonated with you!
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Ms. Piercy’s poem tells it like it is. Words definitely do matter. This post reminds me of this: http://www.flickfilosopher.com/2017/01/trying-write-2017.html It’s a challenge.
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OH yes, so true! Thanks for sharing that, Tabatha. 🙂
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Jama, LOVE LOVE this post on writing…all so very very true. Thank you! (and oh, the wonderful paintings!)
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There are some things only writers can understand. Good to know friends like you are out there. 🙂
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ABSOLUTELY LOVE THIS — Marge Piercy- long time hero; quotes so inspiring; art choices stellar– thank you
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Thanks for visiting, Claire. I’m a Marge Piercy fan too.
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So true! You do have to like it better than being loved.
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The poem reminds me of something Natalie Goldberg said in one of her books: you can’t write to be loved.
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“No sane person would willingly choose the loneliness, rejection, crippling self doubt and relative poverty that are part and parcel of the writing life.” Yes, yes, yes. Thank you, Jama, for encouraging words at just the right time. In case I haven’t said it lately, you write beautifully, and enrich so many with your posts (including me). ❤
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Thanks for the encouragement, Linda. Nice to have other writers to commiserate with now and again. 🙂
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Amen to what Linda said, “you write beautifully, and enrich so many with your posts…”!
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Wow, needed to read this today: “Work is its own cure. You have to
like it better than being loved.” – so true! I, too, see writing as an act of resistance, especially when sometimes the only thing I write in a day is letters to Congress. Thank you for these inspiring words, Jama! Keep calm and write on! =)
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Hooray for those letters to Congress. So important that we make our voices heard! In this time of unrest and deception, I go to the poets for truth.
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“You have to like it better than being loved.”
That resonates so strongly with me. Do we like it better than being loved? Do we want to take the risks? So many want to just have written and not have worked and done the research and taken the time to get it right… and still they want to be lauded, to be loved. But. That’s not what writing is for…
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No indeed. There are no shortcuts and it is not a glamorous life. It is hard work but it is also a privilege not to be taken for granted.
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I love that poem. I hadn’t seen that one before but love her poetry.
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Yes, I love her poetry! Must read more.
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My favorite is called “To Be of Use”: https://www.poetryfoundation.org/poems-and-poets/poems/detail/57673.
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I know that one and love it too. 🙂
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Very inspiring–I typed “sinspiring” at first–poem. Thanks!
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Sinspiring – a Freudian slip. 🙂
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A post to remember, as yours often are, Jama. It certainly sends a hug to me today with each day becoming more filled with anxiety about our government. I love your words, and the poem, too, ” hobby like knitting” connects well. Hugs east to you, too!
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Thanks for the hugs and kind words, Linda. Tough as these times are, at least knowing we’re not alone helps us get through each day.
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This entire post speaks to me!! Thanks, Jama.
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Glad to hear that, Matt! Have a good holiday weekend. 🙂
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Thank you, Jama! I needed this today. So spot on.
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Yay! And thank you for hosting this week. 🙂
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I really needed this today, too. I have slowly, tentatively been getting back in touch with my inner writer. As a young person I loved to write, I found great joy and satisfaction in creating and imagining, but as I grew older the self-doubt just crippled me. I felt that if I couldn’t make a living as a writer, if I wasn’t good enough to write bestsellers or win awards, I just couldn’t “waste” precious time on this hobby. Slowly, though, I’ve been rediscovering that young girl, and trying to battle those self-doubt demons who second-guess everything I do. This is a wonderful reminder that writing should be about self-expression and release. If other people connect to your work, all the better, but in the end that should never be your primary motivation. I should write for me!
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Wonderful to hear that you’re getting back in touch with your inner writer! Self doubt kills creativity — we know that, but somehow we can never totally get rid of it. We should all follow our instincts, and if that is to express oneself through writing or any of the other creative arts, we shouldn’t suppress that. Write for yourself!
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🙂
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So nice to see your smiley face today, Jenn. Hope all is well with you!
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Jama, I love everything about this post. The words, the poem, and the images all shout a resounding “Yes, write!”
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I’m glad, Kiesha — happy writing!
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AMEN!!! Poetry is getting me through these dark days, Mary Oliver in particular :). Thanks, Jama.
Persist, Resist & Write On!
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Thank goodness for poetry. Mary Oliver is always a good idea. 🙂
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A lovely post, Jama. Your words really hit home with me. How much do I want it and what price am I willing to pay have ben questions I’ve asked myself over and over. Thanks for showing me I’m not alone. Love this Marge Piercy poem, so much truth there.
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You are definitely not alone. We all need reality checks now and then — and then it’s time to resume writing!
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Jama, I’m always well nourished after reading one of your posts. The combination of your thoughts and Marge Piercy’s poem was lovely.
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Thanks so much!!
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Such lovely quotes — and those Bonnards! One of my favorite artists, yet …. I haven’t looked for way too long. The deep peace those women seem to find with pen and paper — we aspire!
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I’ve been taken with Bonnard recently. There are surprisingly few paintings of women writing (other than letter writing), but loads of women reading paintings.
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Jama, what encouraging words from the bards and You! Thank you….this gives me a lift and inspiration to keep going! Have a great week. I so enjoy visiting you.
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Glad this post gave you a little lift, Linda!! Keep writing!
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I accept every word as I would a cup of tea with honey. It went down and made my soul a bit brighter. Jama, you have a lot of magic here.
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Lovely thing to say, Brenda. Thank you!
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A somewhat different post for you this week, Jama. But whether you’re focused on someone else or ruminating inwardly, you are nonetheless thoughtful… as in thought-FULL (though you are always thoughtful, too!) Thanks for this post, Jama, and thanks for being you. xo
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Piercy’s poem struck a note, got me thinking . . .
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I usually come here to feed my body/soul with your yummy food/poetry posts. Today, my writer/soul is filled to the brim. This is a post that will cheer us on and keep us writing as if our lives depended on it. (They do.) Thank you.
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The freedom and privilege to write and express ourselves is crucial to our identities as human beings. We are seeing that right being threatened now and it’s frightening.
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I am printing this out for my writer’s notebook, Jama. And I am branding these lines onto my writing brain:
Work is its own cure. You have to
like it better than being loved.
Amen…and YES!!!!
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Piercy’s poem is powerful and spot on.
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I love everything you’ve done here today, Jama! If you’d like a poetic license, I’ll send you one; let me know. Also, here’s a link to another painting of a woman writing; it’s by Mary Bradish Titcomb and is titled, “The Writer.” http://www.the-athenaeum.org/art/full.php?ID=206437
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Wow — what a beautiful painting! Hadn’t seen that one before. Thanks, Diane!
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Titcomb was born in the town where I work. I wrote a profile of her for Women of the Granite State. A warehouse containing much of her work burned in the early 1900s, so there isn’t much available to see. 😦
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How tragic that so much of her work was destroyed. Nice to hear that you wrote about her!
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This one is definitely a keeper, Jama – appreciations for the thoughtfulness and boldness and raw honesty. Would you believe that this weekend, I stayed home from a trip my hubby took to see his folks and OUR KIDS, to hole myself up in the quiet and write? I’ll probably circle back to this post more than once on breaks… Thank you! XO
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Good for you, Robyn. We must all take the time we need to center ourselves, heed our Muses, and create. Hope you have a productive weekend!
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(Thanks – XO!)
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Your words today are inspiration as I gear up for the Two Writing Teachers March Slice of Life Challenge. “Having written” is sometimes the only thing that keeps me going. Thank you.
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Good Luck with the challenge!
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Oh and how I love Bonnard.
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Me too!
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Thanks for this post, Jama. It’s truth! And the poem is simply amazing and definitely TRUTH and it felt like it was inside my brain, reading my thoughts! Yes, thanks…loved this!
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I felt the same way when I first read it!
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Holy cow, some big truth here! I love Marge Piercy’s poem, but I love your words just as much! Thank you!
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Thanks so much. Happy Writing!
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I love everything about this post, Jama. Just plain inspiring! A keeper! Especially notable to me are Marge Piercy’s words: “Work is its own cure. You have to like it better than being loved.” and yours: “Let us remain drunk on words.”
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Glad this resonated with you, Alice!
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Many thanks Jama for this inspiring blog about writing and for the beautiful images by Pierre Bonnard too! It’s true, it’s difficult to keep beauty alive when there’s so much tumult around us, but even that much more important!
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More important than ever to make and create when so many others are tearing down and destroying.
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I love this and really needed to hear it today. Thank you.
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I’m glad, Jena. Keep reading and writing and sharing!
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Jama,
Thank you so much for this wonderful post! I am new to blogging/writing publicly and really connected with your sentence, “When it’s hard to write, write harder.” Sometimes I psych myself out just knowing what I write will be seen by others so the beauty of words and poetry immediately leave my mind but you’ve just encouraged me to push through! And push through strongly I might add! I look forward to reading your continued posts! Have a great day!
Maria
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Thanks for your nice comment, Maria. I’m glad you’re blogging and that this post resonated with you. We all need encouragement to keep writing — which in itself is an act of courage. Be brave and speak your heart. 🙂
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