“Within you there is a stillness and sanctuary to which you can retreat at any time and be yourself.” ~ Herman Hesse

FALL SANCTUARY
by Kory Wells
~ after Jeff Hardin
I slept in a room that glowed with fireflies,
though it was late autumn on a frosty bluff
high above Lost Cove. The room was a salve
of spun honey and light, and a hundred
little windowpanes gauzed with tranquility.
In a wide bed I slept alone, surrounded
by pillows and books, by poets I love.
In the night I lit a candle and a tiny string of lights
against the darkness. They were a comfort.
So was the darkness.
Outside I found an astonishment of stars,
a clear sky, spangled and deep.
How long had it been since I’d seen the stars?
This is how I fell asleep: my skin on soft cotton,
my body awaiting the gentle touch of fireflies,
their silent sparks. This is how I awoke:
unencumbered and enthralled, the early sun
casting over the mountain autumn into my room,
casting through the morning chill a stained-glass chapel,
a splendor of stillness, stirring.
~ from Sugar Fix (Terrapin Books, 2019)

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This lyrical gem provided me with a welcome moment of calm and beauty in these uneasy, turbulent times.
I especially love the “hundred little windowpanes gauzed with tranquility” and the “astonishment of stars,” feeling as though I was right there in the room, levitating in this sacred space, away from trouble and noise.
Wells’s use of light — glowing fireflies, starlight, candlelight, and finally, the rising sun — gives me hope, though even the darkness, she says, can be comforting.
I am reminded that in those instances when we aren’t able to physically retreat from the world, we can always find solace in the embrace of a luminous poem like this, or perhaps, within.
What does your fall sanctuary look like?


